Ha.. promises are meant to be broken at times, isn’t it. I promised to write more but life is really catching up on my time. Maybe I should stop and take a break from my lifestyle and recharge… wait til this assignment is done & once I fly back to Singapore, I’ll see how it goes.
Come to think of it, sometimes I wish that I could grab all the stars in the sky just for myself.
Well, stars are stars when they are up in the sky. In reality, they are just either satellites or stones up there burning etc.
But, as a human, I do have my fantasies and wants. Even I know that stars are impossible to get it, but I can’t help thinking and dreaming of owning at least one of them.
& knowing myself, once I get that thing, I’ll grow tired of it, and probably wished I never got it.
Just like people that I fancied. Especially dashing, good looking and most of the time, they are attached men.
They are just like stars to me. Impossible to get, but sometimes, can’t help wishing they are mine. After getting them, depending how good are they, I probably get tired of them over time. Neither I meant to wreck ppl’s lives, it just happened that the men that I met are probably not faithful in the first place.
So knowing myself, I never want to be another 3rd party. And that means between that man and I will just be purely platonic, admiring each other, and probably landed up in bed.. but no worries, I will not want that man. ‘cuz deep in my heart, I do know, he wouldn’t be mine (and I don’t think he could stick to me forever too).
In a way, be glad I’m here to test your man out. You should even thank me for showing you how ‘great’ is your man to you.
I guess humans are born to be fickle-minded, and at the same time, they can’t deny their animalistic nature.
Afterall, we are animals who categorized ourselves as the ‘higher being’. In actual fact, we are nothing but just animals. When you start thinking and understanding you are just an animal, probably you’ll start to really understand, you are just being yourself.
Self denial is pathetic.
Being true to yourself needs courage too. *winkz*
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